Tagged by Elaine

1. Do this tag and answer all the questions in your own blog.
2. Delete question no.20 and add one of your own question instead.
3. Tag 8 victims to do this tag.


Questions:
1. What is your dream when you were a small kid?
Thought of being everything!! lol

2.What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
Too young to know.. wait till m older:)

3. What do you wish to have right now?
Love

4. When is the last time you horse laughed?
do i horse laugh?? lol.. I don't know

5. What did you realize recently?
That I have to be independent

6. Which bad habit in you that is the most unacceptable?
Jealousy??!! I guess so..

7. When you are unhappy, what will you do?
I'll think about it in my room and cry to myself (if it's really serious)

8. What are you afraid of losing?
Family, loved ones and close friends!!:)

9. Within 5 years, which target is the most realistic one?
Graduate from University of Melbourne, find a good job and loving every moment of life


10. When you met someone that you like, will you confess or hide your feeling?
Hide but give some hints to that person to find out whether that person have the same
feelings like I do:)

11. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most?
I never hate someone yet in my life.

12. Define loneliness?
Knowing the person you love will nvr love you back..

13. Are you satisfied with your life now?
I guess so.. but everything will get better!!


14. When is the most recent time you felt touched?
on the 10th of this month.. something that I nvr expected

15. Where is the most beautiful place that you've visited?
Everywhere has their own unique structure.. cannot be compared


16. A song that is playing in your mind recently?
Goodbye by Janice

17. If you have a wish to come true, what is it?
To have all my wish come true! haha.. am I smart?

18. Do you have anything to be worried or scared recently?
Yes!! many things.. especially I'm goin to Aus on my own

19. If the world is going to end, what will you do?
Be with the people I love and tell them that I love them

20. what I really want now?
spend more time with all my family and friends!! (do not hv enough time)

I tagged anyone who is as free as me to do this.. haha..

Just another day

Today I complained to my bro bout my dad for not planning to buy me a new laptop..

He expect me to use my bro's old laptop while my bro get to buy an Apple laptop!! grrrr....

Well, the answer was sooooo predictable!

BRO : U can use this laptop ma..
It's good enough for you

Mom : Don't waste money lah girl..
If can use the old laptop den use lo

ngeh.. why my bro can get an Apple laptop when this laptop is good enough for him and I can't even get a new laptop!! sigh...

Just to tell u guys.. this fri is my last day of work!! Have to start preparing things for Aus soon..

And I'll be goin Singapore on the 14th Jan - 18th Jan:)

Someone that will always have a place in my heart

No one ever knows this real story of mine.

Yesterday I read a lot of blogs and I felt the hurt in me came back. This is not because I expect anything from u again but the memories are still floating in my head.

Last time we were so close together. We did everything together and did everything for each other no matter in good or bad times. You were the one who was there for me, saw me cry, laugh and made me laugh.

But everything changed last year. I never knew that this would happen. I was like a stranger to you since then. You avoid from talking and seeing me too often. I’ve handled this situation with a hard time and still, u said I’m not mature and expect me to let you go just like that. I’ve done my best not to hurt you. Does flirting called mature in order to forget someone? I really wonder sometimes.

What I can do is only to try to forget you but my heart doesn’t tell me to do so. I hope for you to be happy but I still hope that we could be friends like how we used to be.

This hurt will recover in time as I’ve learned to grow for this one year. These memories will always be in my heart and I’ll still always care and be there for you if u need me. I’ll still love you as someone that I care about.

Even though this hurt had made me fall apart, I still wanna thank you for giving me this beautiful memories with you. Sorry for everything I’ve done to hurt and burden you. I can’t afford to lose you as a close friend of mine. I hope we would still be there for each other.

I’ll always love you without regrets.

You were important to me and will always be that way in my heart. I’ve learned how to love you as I’ve learned to grow and move on.

Yesterday my mom showed me a quote and I think that it’s really true!!

The quote says:

True love doesn’t have a happy ending.

True love doesn’t have an ending.

Most true love always doesn’t have a happy ending as there are many circumstances in life to overcome.

However, true love always doesn’t have an ending as true love never dies.

Sometimes we love the person we shouldn’t love and we don’t have feelings for the people who love us. Life doesn’t always give us everything the way we want it to be.

New Year

I’ve been so tired with work these few days.. Since I have holiday today, I’ll blog about my new year! :p

Well.. It was quite a fun night though many ‘lao ee’ there. I spent the night with my whole family in Raintree Club. My mom is one of the committee who helped out and made this new year function a success.

The night started well at 8 sth. But sth really dumb happened which spoilt our mood a lil. As the New Year is coming, we put aside all those things and forget about it.

While we were having our dinner, there were many performances, e.g. an impersonator acting as Elvis Presley, a group of girls dancing hip hop, DJ, and a few bands. One of the girl in the dancing team was damn good!! O_o Me and my cousin were like gagagagaga… LOL!! SHE’S SO FLEXIBLE!

We finished our dinner course at around 10 sth. After that we went down the dance floor to dance our legs off. Everyone let down their hair on that day.

We enjoyed ourselves and went home around 1 sth then I went online the whole night chatting with my friends and played games.

Many things happened this year... At last, the new year is here!! I hope to have a new beginning in everything:)

From studies, emotionally, mentally and physically, Year 2007 wasn't a really good year for me but I struggled through and thank God for the strength..

I'm sorry for everything if I ever hurt anyone. We can't turn back time to change what we have done so make the best of what we have done and never regret it!!

However, this New Year will be a good year to start anew as everything was kinda falling apart last year. After working, I’ve learn many things in life and I’ve been more mature in the inside.

GOODBYE 2007 AND WELCOME 2008!!

I’ll treasure all the good and bad memories in 2007 and will always be kept in my memories.

My New Year resolution:

1. Never look back and look forward
2. Study smart in order to get good grades to enter University of Melbourne
3. Treasure plp who I love no matter what happens
4. Focus in everything I do
5. Enjoy my life to the max
6. Try my best to forget about someone but will treasure tat person
7. Love everything I do
8. Learn from mistakes
9. Learn to handle things maturely
   

Hope this year, 2008, will be a good year for me and everyone and would bring happiness, love and prosperous to everyone! :P