Tagged by Ying

Well.. since Ying did my tag.. have to do it for her too.. haiz..
Part 1 : On The Outside
Name: Jocelyn Law
Date of birth : 27th May 1990
Current Status: Single
Eye Colour: Dark brown
Hair Colour: Dark brown
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Gemini

Part 2 : On The Inside.
Your Heritage: Chinese
Your Fear: My loved ones leaving me one by one
Your Weakness: Laziness

Part 3 : Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.
Your thoughts first waking up: hmmm.. wat day is it? omg.. wat time right now?? lol
Your bedtime: 1-2a.m
Your most missed memory: Outings and the closeness with my friends

Part 4 : Your Pick.
Coke or Pepsi : Coke. Pepsi's much sweeter
McD's or Burger King: McD's. I think i've eaten burger king only twice??
Single or Group Dates: Anything
Adidas or Nike : Depends but mostly Nike
Lipton Tea or Nestea : erm... dunno
Chocolate or Vanilla : Both
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee

Part 5: Do You..
Smoke : Tried once given by my aunt!! haha..
Curse: Sometimes
Drink : Yea

Part 6: In The Past Month....
Drank alcohol : No. I've been in Melbourne long enough to not drink :(
To the Mall : Yup
Been on stage : Nope
Eaten sushi : Yeah.. Many sushi shop in Melbourne
Dyed your hair : No. My hair colour is so nice.. no need dye!! LOL ;)

Part 7: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game : hmmm.. nope
Changed who you were to fit in: Yup. sigh..

Part 8: Age?
You're hoping to be married: not sure. When time comes I'll tell.. haha..

Part 9: In A Guy/Girl
Best eye colour : Depends on the person
Hair colour : Dark brown for guys
Short or long hair: Short hair for guys and long hair for girls.

Part 10: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago : Doing this tag.
1 hour ago : Eating breakfast
1 month ago : Getting use to Melbourne's crazy weather!!
1 year ago : Thinking how we became this way

Part 11: Finish The Sentences..
I love : shopping! but no money lah.. the fashion here damn nice.. sigh..
I feel : free
I miss : my friends and family
I need : more time

Part 12: Tag 5 people.
haiya.. anyone who wants to do this tag ler.. lazy to tag ppl.. haha.. tomorrow's exam!! O_O

I miss u, u and u...

I miss everyone sooooo much actually.. haiz..

This especially includes my closed and loved ones, my grandma, gee ee, mummy, papa, mama and all my family.. My gang is also one of them..

It's rather hard to stay strong when I always see a scene which reminds me of all of you..

Like today, when my friend suddenly said bout the moon.. I remembered my grandma praying at the lamp post cos she thought it was a moon.. lol.. Anytime I see an old lady on the road, really reminds me of my grandma!! I miss my grandma's cooking too.. haha.. Miss all the naggings and miss scolding my grandma not to eat so much:P

And gee ee too.. we're sooo close together tat we actually share everything with each other.. missed our jokes and sadness together.. haha.. ur milo is the best!!

As for my parents.. well.. I msn them everyday.. so it's kinda normal.. haha..

To my dearest cousin, Aemilia.. U've always been there for me and u respected me as an elder sis.. I miss u alot!!

Haiz.. lastly to my gang.. I miss u guys sooo much.. I miss the old days we hang out together and when we have any porblems, u guys were there for me and give me a hug to tell me tat everything will be ok.. But now.. I'm stuck here all alone just to aim my goal..

I miss and love all of you.. Hope everything will be the same though I'm so far away..

Love this song alot..

I'd rather- Luther Vandross
I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else (I know)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime),
than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)
I'd rather have bad times with you (surely),
than good times with someone else (surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself (all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart (you know it)
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo.....who holds my heart

EXAM!!

I am sooooooo stress..

Well.. as my title says.. exam is coming.. haiz..

I got drama exam this coming thurs which is called mime.. I also dunno wat to do yet.. have to think wat to do for drama.. OMG!! O_O I'm goin nuts!! Luckily this term, drama is not included in the average marks.. they just wanna see our progress.. phewwww

Starting 25th of March.. my exams starts.. the first day would be lit which I really dunno wat to do with it.. It contains 5%!!!! I just realized tat Malaysia is actually spoon feeding us.. omg.. i really miss those days.. now, we just started learning like 3 weeks ago and the exam is coming up.. I also dunno how to write 400 words for such a short poem.. sigh..

This term I got maths 1 and economics exam.. but luckily is not counted in the average marks as well as we just started our term.. they just wanna see our progress.. Although it's not counted, my results will be posted back to my parents.. so I have to do well..

It's so hard to score over here, especially it's not like how our malaysians study.. Everything is like on your own and it's so different from Malaysia's college which I heard from my friend.. grrrr.. I'm so scared I can't get in to Uni of Melb.. so much competition as there's like more than 50% ppl from Trinity College wanna get into Bachelor of Commerce.. haiz.. stressss stresss and more stressssss.. I scared they pull the marks higher..

OH! N NOT FORGETTING THE WEATHER HERE SUCKS!! m goin to either get burned or freeze.. it's 40 degrees these few days.. u can feel the sun goin through ur skin.. n sometimes u have to wear a jacket since the wind is so strong and cold.. haiz..

Btw, I have to change my attitude towards studies dy!! jia you jia you.. I won't be like last year with all those disappointment anymore.. New ventures ahead of me and reaching to my goal!! Do not slack Jocelyn!! there's no turning back to make things right again in everything.

The ice-cream here is sooooooooooooooooooooo delicious:D hahaha...

I have holidays this coming fri and next mon as it's easter.. hehe:P b4 exam got holiday.. how nice.. After exams, I'll be having my term break for 2 weeks!! weee..... will hang around.. dunno go where yet.. will plan later.. LOL!!

To my dearest friend..

Dear laine.. Big girl loh!! Have to learn how to solve ur prob instead of worrying bout it k? I'll always be there for you even I'm not by ur side in Malaysia.. Buy a webcam den we can talk!! grrr.. hehe:P But just want you to know tat anytime u need someone, feel free to msn me.. I should be there..

Dun worry bout ur spm result and about ur relationship k?? U're a smart girl.. scared bout spm results for wat? and about ur relationship.. u dun have to worry.. I noe u're deeply in love and I can see that but u have to learn how to be patient.. Love will overcome tat problem of urs UNLESS one of you wanna give up tat relationship but I think tat would be impossible.. Think bout wat I told you.. Try to talk to his mom..

Though love is not everything.. Sometimes there's many reasons tat just love can't solve it.. but if both of you are willing to go through this together, no matter how hard is it, it's worth it!!

Alcohol can't solve the problem.. Don't always turn to alcohol when u have problems.. U're only avoiding it and not solving it!! You'll be addicted next time.. it's the same thing as smoking.. so if u dun like to be like that.. nvr turn to alcohol even though how hard ur day was!!

Oh.. n bout ur hair.. dun streak reddish pink.. I dun think it suits u.. ur face dun suit tat colour.. try this kind of purple.. nice!! hehe:P
Neway enjoy ur hols!! He'll sms u as soon as he can.. I can assure u tat dear.. u take care k.. everything will be alright!! Love ya!!

Tagged by laine

5 things found in my bag
- jacket
- calculator
- test pad
- pencil box
- books

5 things found in my wallet
- student card
- overseas student health cover worldcare card
- Money
- Receipts
- ATM card

5 favourite things in my room
- my laptop.. hehe:P
- snacks
- my bed
- the long mirror?? :S
- camera i guess.. wat else if staying in a hostel? lol

5 things I always wanted to do
- wah.. y so difficult ques wan?? erm......... erm........
- Everthing that I haven tried b4
- Love and be with that someone forever... don't wan break break lah.. tired leh:( hehe:P
(one day ler...)
- Wanna try being the manja one instead of the tough one.. haha
- Change my bad habits??
- Turn back time to make everything right.. LOL!! is that possible?

List out the top 5 presents you wish for:
- good results for SPM
- average at least 90 marks for my foundation
- everything I wish for actually.. hehe:P
- a new good laptop
- get into Uni of Melb

The person who tagged you is: Elaine Ong the sampat and manja girl.. haha.. always tag me.. grrr

Your 5 impressions of him/her:
- MANJA!! haha..
- whinner:P
- pretty??? that's wat she always says.. hehe(true?? should be ler.. if not i won't be saying here.. LOL!!)
- hardworking
- kind and loving friend

Most memorable things he/she has give/done to you:
err.. everything?? known each other for 9 years leh.. so many things.. haha

If he/she becomes you lover, you will:
err... err... ARE YOU MAD??!! o_O *faints* (best friend forever)

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
err.. won't gua.. unless i snatch her bf away.. LOL!! but will nvr happen:D

pass the quiz to 5 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
Elaine
Yi Ling
Jasmine
Ying
Phoebe

Laine

Thanks for the blog!! hehe:P >Missing her much......

I noe u're busy and all.. U're having FUN too!! lol... good for you.. I'm having fun here too but it's not like how we were all together..

Well.. I'm coming back on the 28th June and goin back Melbourne on 12th July again.. haha.. So, u guys betta make some time for me!! :D

I heard SPM results coming out on the 12th huh? haha.. Don't ask me you noe.. haha.. past is the past.. look forward!! so don't ask my results k?? hehe:P love ya.. muaksss..

Just want you to know that I'll always be there for you to whine and crap.. haha.. in ur dreams or whatever.. haha.. we will have a crash course when I come back k?? but I guess I noe how r u from ur blog.. u're soooooooooo in love.. haha!! *rolling eyes* jealous dy lah.. lol..

Well, bout independentness, u have to learn in matter of time only.. no matter how scared and how much u need someone beside you, we have to be strong!! And m surely gonna miss u!! now I guai dy.. don't spend 24/7 in front of the comp.. haha.. maybe half of it.. hehe:P Spending half of my time walking.. geez.. so tired.. haha

All the best to you too dear..
-in everything: studies, love, love and love!!-
love ya.. keep me updated too k? :)

About me

Hey guys.. long time nvr blog huh.. haha.. was busy coping with many things and was lazy to blog either.. so I'll give u brief explanation about myself for the past few weeks.

well.. on the 22nd of Feb, I went to this art centre or sth like that and see Indegenous Collection.. boring.. haha.. but it was a good experience though.. Many Australian students were also there.. They actually teach the students all how to appreciate art and all as you all know that Melbourne is a very cultural place.. LOL!!
Then, there's this Big Noise Event.. everyone from Trinity, which was around 500 or more people playing music and all.. there was bands and we were all dancing after that.. I took many photos but I stored it in my hard disk which now cannot be use as my wire to connect to my laptop has prob.. sigh.. sob sob.. wanna cry dy.. cannot hear songs and all.. BUT LUCKILY I GOT MY IPOD WITH ME!! hehe:P

On the 29th Feb, we have this Fair Dinkum, which is to join activities and getting my student card.. YES!! MY STUDENT CARD.. haha:DAfter that, I also got my timetable.. my monday is kinda free but looks like they just like to torture me.. lol.. I have to wake up to get to school at 9 but finishes at 10.30.. There's nth else after that.. how nice.. grrrr.. just want me to wake up.. and the worst thing is every lecture is in different places so I have to actually walk everyday and every location is so far apart from each other.. haiz..
Before this week ends and start my school week, we have Bush Dance and all.. it was really fun!!

Every sunday we don't anything to eat as we have to plan our food on our own.. So on the 2nd March, I and my friends planned to cook.. we went to Victoria market and it was soooo nice.. not like the market in Malaysia.. lol.. Well, we spent like aud6 each and we get nice nice food!! hehe:P We cooked spaghetti and I forgotten to take a photo of it in the beginning so I took it when I finished half way.. lol..

It was delicious.. hehe:P

I cook together ok?!! hehe:P So Venn, don't say I dunno how to cook!! LOL

So, my classes officially starts on the 3rd March..

Oh oh.. n I've changed my contact lens to GREEN dy.. hehe:P but can't see much.. sigh..

can see??!! haha.. don't think so:(

Yesterday and today I went yum cha at night with my friends.. haha.. today I drank hot chotoclate!! yum yum....... :D

Den we chat and chat and chat.. haha.. Don't I look chinese??!! o_O Suddenly someone said I don't look like chinese!! She didn't know I was from Malaysia.. my gosh.. haiz.. and EVERYONE said I look like I have bf and all which I DON'T!! Y can't they believe me? haha.. Does my looks really show that I had or have a bf? They say first impression shows I have leh.. M I that naughty? lol.. *I very innocent wan leh* hehe:P

Before I forget, one of my housemate which came in late said her first impression is she likes me the most leh!! lol.. *blush* -perasan dy- MUAHAHAHA.. u noe lah.. LOL!!

Actually today there's Moomba festival held in the city which was for labour day.. There's fireworks and all.. I heard there's lots of exciting games too.. wanted to go there.. sigh.. but in the end we changed plan and went to drink hot chocolate.. It's not bad either.. haha.. was lazy to go down to city also ler..

Now got lots of work and all also.. And before my parents left, my dad said if I can't get in Uni of Melb means I failed my mission.. so.. have to work hard and smart loh.. not forgetting to have entertainment too.. hehe:P My exam starts on the 25th which is lit!! I hate it.. haiz.. last time lit was like so easy.. we can just get the themes and all from teacher or buy a reference book and get the answers.. right now, we have to analayse everything and get the answers on our own.. haiz.. scared ler.. especially when come to term 4 have to read william shakespears and all.. die lah!!

Well, that's all for now.. will update u guys more soon.. haha..