laptop

well.. syn wants me to upload pics on the new laptop I bought =.=

went to pc fair yesterday.. bought a laptop and an external hard drive (1 tb) :Doh btw.. since I've uploaded my laptop.. I let u see the hard disk lah.. since u hv the same one as me.. hahaha.. I bought the hard disk with my own money lah.. hahaha.. =.= it's this big>>
quite big isn't it?? :P but it's 1 tera.. nvm lah.. hahahah.. so happy liao lah?? u got ur 1 tb hard disk.. hahaha..

k ler.. tat's all.. kena marah from lots of ppl liao.. >< *all the jealous kia* hahahah.. learn from venn's language.. lol

tomorrow goin out with cia and zhen to mv...

xoxo

Outing with gang

well.. last thurs I got results for Trinity Foundation!! =) was very happy and our plan to clubbing went as planned.. hahaha... my dad's sooooo nice.. he actually let me use the driver n he had to drive himself to work the next day.. lol!!

We went Euphoria (MOS) for clubbing.. not bad.. i think it's better than Barcelona.. well.. things happen but overall I think we're quite satisfied.. It ended at 3am.. after that we went AC to eat supper n chit chat.. hahaha.. so we reached home at around 6am..

Lots of things happened.. Well.. dunno wat's my feelings after seeing sth.. lol.. maybe akward?? I guess tat's the best word describing my feelings.. hahaha..

ying, me n laine

me and venn

After goin home, we slept for only like 2 hours?? den my friends hv to go to college while me and ying went for breakfast and went to her house.. Met the others in Sunway tat afternoon to sing karaoke.. and guess wat?? we bumped into Ang!! lol.. long time no see.. hahaha.. but we were really tired >< haiz.. now gonna sleep.. haha..

xoxo

Home

well guys.. lol.. blog liao lah.. hahaha...

I'm back in Malaysia.. hahaha.. very tired.. haiz..

cut my hair yesterday.. hehe:P I guess m gonna highlight my hair b4 I go back to aus.. my mummy agreed.. haha..

Well.. Trinity foundation had ended n waiting for my results which is gonna come out on the 6th of Dec at 9am.. hahaha..

The time in Trinity, I had made alot of friends and some will be my lifetime friends who shares everything. Though we might have argued and all.. I hope our friendship will still continue to be the same way as always. Appreciate those times when we have difficulties and tried to solve everything together..

neway my friend told me sth last week which made me realized that because I dun tell my problems out cos I dun wanna fan ppl shows that I make them feel we're not close friends>< I hope those who feels that way will still be there for me when I need them. It doesn't mean that I'm not treating u as a close friend but it's just too important to not make u all fan for my probs. May m wrong so I will try telling...

Btw, this thurs and fri will have plans with my gang but dunno whether will it work.. lol... I very guai wan ok!! u all so naughty.. hahah.. dun make me naughty in msia ah:P

will blog another time..

Holiday!!

My last exam was on last thurs... :P

Jacinta and I went with our China friends for karaoke.. hehe.. from 7pm till 3 am!! o_O
After we walk home... >< lol... tram not working at tat time.. haiz..
my China friends stayed in our house kitchen until 5.30am
den they went home using tram =)

the next day.. with my panda eyes O_O me and my housemates went to St Kilda beach!!
We saw penguins there... the uncle showed us.. hahahaha...We played until evening.. came back for dinner..
was soooooo tired >< lol...

They wanted to play bowling on saturday.. but den my mom wanted to talk to me and I was tired too.. so they went.. haiz...

On Sunday... I went to Planet Shakers church.. It was cool..
after lunch went to the park with Whitney...

In the park, saw many weird parents.. lol... i laugh till my jaw nearly drop... hahaha...

Yesterday I went for badminton!! it's been a long time since I've played.. hahaha...
from 3.45 till 5

Body a lil aching now.. but not really.. lol...

Today at 1pm.. goin to the airport to fly to Sydney to meet my dad..
My flight is at 3.45pm...

Packed everything I guess.. hehe:P

Will be back on 27th.. daddy's coming back with me!! lol
before he goes back must sapu his money.. HAHAHAHAHHAA... *evil grin*

kk... will blog again bout my Sydney trip if there's anything nice.. lol..

till then...

xoxo
u know u miss me :P

PS: omg... go watch gossip girls.. it's nice!! :P

amazed

today kinda emo.. dunno y.. haiz...

There's so much in my mind...

I read through many ppl's blog n I'm amazed by ying's courage to write whatever she wants without thinking what others will think about her.. she wrote about discrimination towards gay...

I hope I can be like those ppl who don't care what ppl feel and don't bother ppl's feelings... how hard to be a nice person...

I like this quote which I found:
I've made mistakes in my life.
I've let people take advantage of me,
and I accepted way less than I deserve.
But, I've learned from my bad choices and
even though there are some things I can never
get back and people who will never be sorry.
I'll know better next time and I won't settle for
anything less than I deserve.
Be more concerned with your character
than your reputation because your character
is who you truly are and your reputation is merely what other think you are.
I've learned that GOODBYES will always hurt,
Pictures will never replace having been there,
Memories good or bad, will always bring tears and those words can never
replace those feelings.
Sometimes, we need to stop analyzing the [past]...
stop planning the (future)...
stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel, stop deciding with our mind of what we want our heart to feel...
sometimes, we just have to go with "whatever happens, happens."

Neway I still have lots of work to complete which I haven done... haiz... ><

Will be having my exams on the 18th and 19th of sept.. den having hols for 2 weeks.. going sydney on 23rd to meet my dad and coming back to melb with him on 27th...

After a long time...

LOL!! my blog is practically dead ><
well.. who ask me to be so lazy:P

just to update ppl...
I'm practically quite busy now but still kinda lazing around=.=
hv to pass up my HOI essay next week and start with my accounts essay=(

oh btw.. I've got my debate topics today and hv to present it next week!! haiz...
we hv to vote for 3 topics.. n practically everyone wanted the topic on "homosexuality should be legalized in all countries".. UNFORTUNATELY I DIDN'T GET TAT TOPIC as teacher chose us...
So do u noe wat's the other topics???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!! IT'S "Prostitution should be legalized in all countries" and "Pornography should be banned in all countries" =.=' sweat

ok.. so u noe y i want the homosexuality topic instead of others.. ish.. those guys all pakat to choose the other 2 topics and so we got those topics.. ish ish.. geram...

I got the topic on "prostitution should be legalized in all countries" haiz.. n the worst thing is I'm supporting tat proposition.. darn.... :S and my other partners are both guys!! how akward.. >< a girl supporting prostitution???!!

ok.. so we started on our drama practice.. which takes up quite alot of my time :S

the story is about a guy choosing among 2 girls.. one is his current gf and the other one is a girl he just met which is beautiful.. haha.. we're gonna use Jessica Alba and Emma Watson as his gf:P
So, we four girls will be that guy's emotions.. We just chose the characters yesterday.. I nearly got the sexy character..... sweat!! >< Luckily in the end I got the serious character.. well.. today we tried with music and placings.. huhuhuhu.. it's kinda fun though..

We force the one doing sexy character right now, which is Holly from UK to wear kinda like very seductive style.. but but.. she's not tat daring either.. so we're gonna hv kinda like a modeling session next mon.. lol.. we still have around 4-5 weeks b4 the real exam for drama!! lol.. hope we can do well.. hehe:P

ok.. tat's all for now.. I'm gonna do my hw b4 doing my HOI essay..

xoxo

I'm back

I've been so lazy to blog =.=

well.. I'm back in Melb since a week ago..

got back my results.. I think it's ok ler.. reached my target for the 1st sem but must study from now onwards =.= *cross-fingers*

HOI essay have been assigned again!! omg.. tonight hv to read 4 of those books which I borrowed from the library that have to be return tomorrow.. haiz..

I dun wanna read so I'm blogging now.. haha..

I was in Malaysia for my 2 weeks break..

I had a wonderful n busy time.. thx to my friends and family who kept me busy.. hehe:P

Went clubbing twice.. once with my friends and another time with my cousin:D
was quite fun though things happen..

I just read everyone's blog and came across Yisan's blog which says about me as we met up

"Where should I start?

I met my friend who came back from Australia the other day. She seemed so happy and she had genuine laughter. A thought suddenly came across my mind: I was once so happy like her… where did all my laughter go?

Was it because I stayed at home for too long till my laughing machine became rusty?

Or was it the fact that I was hurt deeply in the heart till..?

Whatever the answer is... it won’t bring back my super laughter machine to life anyway..

I also noticed that I recently became quiet. Recently as in since February or something. Or was I like that all the time? I’m not too sure.

This is not me. I’m supposed to be the happiest person.. I thought I was. Until I met my friend.. no I am not jealous of her laughing machine.. I just wanna be the way I used to be... Happy inside out.."

Is it true? Is this laughter genuine? or I'm just acting it out in front of everyone else to make myself happy? I dunno.. I'm confused myself..

Ying was in Melb last whole week.. Since she was here.. I asked her to stay over my place on fri night=)

She bought a bottle of white wine and we drank while having our dinner.. lol.. I wasn't high but my face was red.. haha.. n ying as usual was kinda high like the truth and dare day.. LOL!! not as high as tat though.. cos we were outside..

After tat we went to Koko Black.. met up with my friends den we head back to my place.. caught up with all the chattings since she was having exams when I was back in Msia..

well.. much of our secrets been said.. so ying.. dun break ur promise.. remember not to tell anyone.. hehe:P n m still GUAI!!

actually to say the truth.. I've tried hard to forget bout it.. though i noe it's nearing 2 years ying.. =.= U think easy meh? but den when u brought it up again.. sigh.. I didn't know tat so many ppl actually kinda noe it.. haiz.. *stunned*

Watched Batman 2-The Dark Knight yesterday.. was a great show but a lil complicating.. Remembering the phrase "The truth is always not the best" when Alfred burned the letter from Rachel to Wayne.. that's so true.. this is life.. and last night I dreamed again.. haiz.. well.. back to reality.. goin to read my 4 books now.. Hoping everything will be right as there's no turning back..

I got an email from my friend and I like those words..
Read Carefully and Understand the Meanings:
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.
True friendship never ends.

Friends are forever.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is ok in the end. If it's not ok, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.

A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come true. LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.

Till here.. au revoir.. will update if I'm not lazy.. hehe:P