Holiday!!

My last exam was on last thurs... :P

Jacinta and I went with our China friends for karaoke.. hehe.. from 7pm till 3 am!! o_O
After we walk home... >< lol... tram not working at tat time.. haiz..
my China friends stayed in our house kitchen until 5.30am
den they went home using tram =)

the next day.. with my panda eyes O_O me and my housemates went to St Kilda beach!!
We saw penguins there... the uncle showed us.. hahahaha...We played until evening.. came back for dinner..
was soooooo tired >< lol...

They wanted to play bowling on saturday.. but den my mom wanted to talk to me and I was tired too.. so they went.. haiz...

On Sunday... I went to Planet Shakers church.. It was cool..
after lunch went to the park with Whitney...

In the park, saw many weird parents.. lol... i laugh till my jaw nearly drop... hahaha...

Yesterday I went for badminton!! it's been a long time since I've played.. hahaha...
from 3.45 till 5

Body a lil aching now.. but not really.. lol...

Today at 1pm.. goin to the airport to fly to Sydney to meet my dad..
My flight is at 3.45pm...

Packed everything I guess.. hehe:P

Will be back on 27th.. daddy's coming back with me!! lol
before he goes back must sapu his money.. HAHAHAHAHHAA... *evil grin*

kk... will blog again bout my Sydney trip if there's anything nice.. lol..

till then...

xoxo
u know u miss me :P

PS: omg... go watch gossip girls.. it's nice!! :P

amazed

today kinda emo.. dunno y.. haiz...

There's so much in my mind...

I read through many ppl's blog n I'm amazed by ying's courage to write whatever she wants without thinking what others will think about her.. she wrote about discrimination towards gay...

I hope I can be like those ppl who don't care what ppl feel and don't bother ppl's feelings... how hard to be a nice person...

I like this quote which I found:
I've made mistakes in my life.
I've let people take advantage of me,
and I accepted way less than I deserve.
But, I've learned from my bad choices and
even though there are some things I can never
get back and people who will never be sorry.
I'll know better next time and I won't settle for
anything less than I deserve.
Be more concerned with your character
than your reputation because your character
is who you truly are and your reputation is merely what other think you are.
I've learned that GOODBYES will always hurt,
Pictures will never replace having been there,
Memories good or bad, will always bring tears and those words can never
replace those feelings.
Sometimes, we need to stop analyzing the [past]...
stop planning the (future)...
stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel, stop deciding with our mind of what we want our heart to feel...
sometimes, we just have to go with "whatever happens, happens."

Neway I still have lots of work to complete which I haven done... haiz... ><

Will be having my exams on the 18th and 19th of sept.. den having hols for 2 weeks.. going sydney on 23rd to meet my dad and coming back to melb with him on 27th...

After a long time...

LOL!! my blog is practically dead ><
well.. who ask me to be so lazy:P

just to update ppl...
I'm practically quite busy now but still kinda lazing around=.=
hv to pass up my HOI essay next week and start with my accounts essay=(

oh btw.. I've got my debate topics today and hv to present it next week!! haiz...
we hv to vote for 3 topics.. n practically everyone wanted the topic on "homosexuality should be legalized in all countries".. UNFORTUNATELY I DIDN'T GET TAT TOPIC as teacher chose us...
So do u noe wat's the other topics???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!! IT'S "Prostitution should be legalized in all countries" and "Pornography should be banned in all countries" =.=' sweat

ok.. so u noe y i want the homosexuality topic instead of others.. ish.. those guys all pakat to choose the other 2 topics and so we got those topics.. ish ish.. geram...

I got the topic on "prostitution should be legalized in all countries" haiz.. n the worst thing is I'm supporting tat proposition.. darn.... :S and my other partners are both guys!! how akward.. >< a girl supporting prostitution???!!

ok.. so we started on our drama practice.. which takes up quite alot of my time :S

the story is about a guy choosing among 2 girls.. one is his current gf and the other one is a girl he just met which is beautiful.. haha.. we're gonna use Jessica Alba and Emma Watson as his gf:P
So, we four girls will be that guy's emotions.. We just chose the characters yesterday.. I nearly got the sexy character..... sweat!! >< Luckily in the end I got the serious character.. well.. today we tried with music and placings.. huhuhuhu.. it's kinda fun though..

We force the one doing sexy character right now, which is Holly from UK to wear kinda like very seductive style.. but but.. she's not tat daring either.. so we're gonna hv kinda like a modeling session next mon.. lol.. we still have around 4-5 weeks b4 the real exam for drama!! lol.. hope we can do well.. hehe:P

ok.. tat's all for now.. I'm gonna do my hw b4 doing my HOI essay..

xoxo

I'm back

I've been so lazy to blog =.=

well.. I'm back in Melb since a week ago..

got back my results.. I think it's ok ler.. reached my target for the 1st sem but must study from now onwards =.= *cross-fingers*

HOI essay have been assigned again!! omg.. tonight hv to read 4 of those books which I borrowed from the library that have to be return tomorrow.. haiz..

I dun wanna read so I'm blogging now.. haha..

I was in Malaysia for my 2 weeks break..

I had a wonderful n busy time.. thx to my friends and family who kept me busy.. hehe:P

Went clubbing twice.. once with my friends and another time with my cousin:D
was quite fun though things happen..

I just read everyone's blog and came across Yisan's blog which says about me as we met up

"Where should I start?

I met my friend who came back from Australia the other day. She seemed so happy and she had genuine laughter. A thought suddenly came across my mind: I was once so happy like her… where did all my laughter go?

Was it because I stayed at home for too long till my laughing machine became rusty?

Or was it the fact that I was hurt deeply in the heart till..?

Whatever the answer is... it won’t bring back my super laughter machine to life anyway..

I also noticed that I recently became quiet. Recently as in since February or something. Or was I like that all the time? I’m not too sure.

This is not me. I’m supposed to be the happiest person.. I thought I was. Until I met my friend.. no I am not jealous of her laughing machine.. I just wanna be the way I used to be... Happy inside out.."

Is it true? Is this laughter genuine? or I'm just acting it out in front of everyone else to make myself happy? I dunno.. I'm confused myself..

Ying was in Melb last whole week.. Since she was here.. I asked her to stay over my place on fri night=)

She bought a bottle of white wine and we drank while having our dinner.. lol.. I wasn't high but my face was red.. haha.. n ying as usual was kinda high like the truth and dare day.. LOL!! not as high as tat though.. cos we were outside..

After tat we went to Koko Black.. met up with my friends den we head back to my place.. caught up with all the chattings since she was having exams when I was back in Msia..

well.. much of our secrets been said.. so ying.. dun break ur promise.. remember not to tell anyone.. hehe:P n m still GUAI!!

actually to say the truth.. I've tried hard to forget bout it.. though i noe it's nearing 2 years ying.. =.= U think easy meh? but den when u brought it up again.. sigh.. I didn't know tat so many ppl actually kinda noe it.. haiz.. *stunned*

Watched Batman 2-The Dark Knight yesterday.. was a great show but a lil complicating.. Remembering the phrase "The truth is always not the best" when Alfred burned the letter from Rachel to Wayne.. that's so true.. this is life.. and last night I dreamed again.. haiz.. well.. back to reality.. goin to read my 4 books now.. Hoping everything will be right as there's no turning back..

I got an email from my friend and I like those words..
Read Carefully and Understand the Meanings:
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.
True friendship never ends.

Friends are forever.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is ok in the end. If it's not ok, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.

A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come true. LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.

Till here.. au revoir.. will update if I'm not lazy.. hehe:P

exams coming!!

hmm.. I was sick past few weeks.. now only getting better.. haiz..

I'm starting my exams on 21st june n finishing on the 26th june:D

Well.. Since I dun hv exam on 27th june, we're goin shopping!! haha.. den will be goin back on 28th!! can't wait to see all of u!! hehe:P dun miss me too much k.. haha.. will be goin back soon..

newayz I got my drama exam marks back!! well I got 8.75/10.. ok lah.. teacher commented quite alot n say tat I could've done better.. wants me to do better for the next term:D

I also got back my oral presentation which is 4.75/5.. haiz.. mummy said I should get 5.. but but.. no one got 5.. so must buck up..

Oh.. n I got my accounts essay back!! :D I got 5/5.. yay!! though lots of ppl got 5.. nvm.. still happy.. hehe:P

Maths is kinda tough now =.= n my econs!! lots of graphs to understand!! sobsob.. stupid graphs!! monopoly got own graph, perfect competition got own graph =.= dunno wat MC=MR den dunno wat.. haiyo.. pening kepala.. haha.. practically m scared of all my exams.. lol..

I still got my literature essay to finish up!! omg o_O I heard lots of ppl finish dy.. haiya.. me goin nuts.. k k.. pray for my exams though.. haha..

neway laine.. surely will go out with u lah when m back!! just like last time.. no worries.. dun cry when see me!! haha.. later I dunno wat to do again.. hehe:P enjoy ur holidays now n stop worrying bout those thing.. hmm.. and to my 'lovely friend' haha.. If we can't meet up since u're having ur exams tat time.. we'll go out when u come here k?? :D I'll surely make myself free.. lol.. good leh me.. haha.. erm.. I'll try to hv a party lah.. or just our gang overnight on fri night lo.. do whatever we want.. see first ler k:P

since m goin back.. all of u must make time for ME, ME AND ONLY ME!! LOL!! k k..

I've dy asked my mom to ask the maids to cook soup for me so tat when I reach home I can drink it straight away!! haha..

Tat day when I was talking to my mom on the phone.. She said someone changed alot.. not like last time anymore.. haha.. well.. I said tat too but since tat person dun think so I hv nth to say.. k ler shin.. I've updated!! haha.. must make time for me k!!

tata..

Sunday's dinner

hmm.. last Sun we cooked Bak Kut Teh.. hehe:P
After so long.. we started to cook again.. lol.. miss the days we cook n eat together in a table like a family:D

Hope we cook more often!! Whitney!! dun go out so often ler.. hehe:P n hope our hw won't stop us from cooking:D

May 27 2008

Just came back from dinner...

candle -LEGAL AGE- hehe:P

Firstly, I wanna thank all those who wished me Happy Birthday.. love you guys!!:D

Ying, m 2 hours ahead of Malaysia.. haha.. not 3.. ling.. I noe u saw Shuet's pm.. but nvm.. n laine.. haha.. after 9 years of friendship, this is the first time u remembered my birthday.. lol.. though it was a lil late.. Thanks shin for the blog n shuet for the wish.. even to Bee who wrote me a blog n Herng!! thank you.. miss u guys:D

well.. last night 12 midnight, my housemates and SZ actually came over to my room n bang the door until the door nearly tumble to wish me happy birthday..

i was stunned.. haha.. thx!!

Today.. I planned to go out n eat to celebrate my birthday:P

So, we went Vina Bar.. the food there was good.. hehe.. thx to Whitney's and Alicia's recommendation.. lol...

they went to book at 6.30 but was a lil late as they slept so Shan n Whitney ran there first.. lol.. everyone was kinda tired actually cos we slept very late last night..

After eating, Whitney acted shocked and whispered sth to Shan's ear.. I didn't noe wat happened.. was curious.. haha.. but den later Shan went in to the restaurant.. den Alicia said wanna go toilet with Shan..

They took quite a long time, so I look back n saw them standing at the cashier tat part.. I didn't know wat were they doing so I continued talking to the others.. haha..

Shan n Alicia got caught up with the cake in the entrance of the restaurant.. so I turn back n saw the cake.. I was stunned.. hehe:P

They asked me to pretend tat I dunno there's a cake.. so I turned back n they sang birthday song for me while bringing the cake over.. hehe:P

I dun hv the photos with me as it's all in their camera.. but the cake's from Brunetti.. it's called "flourless".. LOL.. wat kinda name.. tat's wat they said.. but it was nice:D

Thanks for everything unit 126 n gang.. U guys rox to the max!! love you guys so much... n thanks for the present.. Suddenly I realised tat I've became a mom.. one by one calling me "mummy" haiz.. haha.. all ur fault Alicia!!

I only got a few pics.. will upload soon when I get it from them..

Thanks once again!! Thanks for all u guys hv done to make such a day so special!!:P Thanks for being there..

oh.. n Alicia told us tat Shan actually scolded the Brunetti worker bcos they put there 16 instead of 18.. HAHA..

Shan had became a Malaysian since staying in unit 126!! hehe:P I love u all.. "unit 126 people" (Shan, Whitney, Alicia, Jsyn) n Shu Zhen..

Diary with decorations internally by Unit 126, pencil box n stickers(monkey) lol

from the cake..

-cheers- Jocelyn xoxo
u noe u love me:P